Oh, to be where I want to be.

19. Your Favorite Place.

Newport Beach, California.

I would give my left arm to be there right now.
Actually, I'd rather give my magazine collection.

I can hear the bells.

18. Who I can see myself marrying.

OMG. If I could choose to marry anyone in the world, it would be one of these three suuuuper hott guyz:

MATURE JUSTIN BIEBER     OMG

JADEN SMITH SOOOO CUTE   XD

VAL KILMER    OHHHH DANG

Gah these boys are so cute LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D :D :D :D

Muah!!

xoxoxoxoxo

Ain't no mountain high enough.

17. Your fears.

In fourth grade, I sang in a talent show. It was the most exciting thing I'd ever done. Somehow, although I loved it, singing in front of people turned into a fear. Whenever I tried, I would do bad on purpose so that people couldn't really judge me. Even the simplest things, such as singing a bit of a song to see if someone's heard it before, were hard for me to do.
I haven't sang for anyone ever since.

Until Sunday, February sixth.

Becca's friend 'Guitar Andrew' was over for the first time, and they were exchanging their musical talents with each other. He made Becca play the piano for us.
For the record, Becca is AMAZING at the piano. Do not, under any circumstances, let her tell you differently. 
In return, Becca made Andrew play the guitar and sing. After a couple of songs, he chose one that was a duet.

And, of course, I was the only one who knew the other part.

So my friends all made me sing for them.
My hands were shaking, I was sweating, and basically panicking. Which is weird, because they're basically my family, so why would I be scared? I do not know. But, after singing a few lines, I got more comfortable and wasn't scared anymore.
It was the most nerve-racking, exhilarating thing I have ever done.
That shows you how exciting my life is.
Honestly, I want to do it again, and again, and again.

Thank you, Becca, Kira, Andrew, Whitni, and Emillie, for curing me.

Cake Balls and Wedding Dresses.

Today, my family came up to Logan to see me.

Not all of them. Just my dad, Britny, Nik, and Berkleigh.

It was great.

There was a bridal fair at the TSC, and we decided to go.

That was actually the reason they came up, but I like to think of it the other way.

At this bridal fair, there were free goodies, such as chocolate-covered cake balls and a huge purple diamond ring.

If you have never tried a cake ball, you are hugely missing out on an amazing experience.

To wrap up the whole wedding-fever, we went dress shopping.

I pretended to be a bride-to-be along with my sister who didn't have to pretend.

In case you are all wondering, which I know you are, here is the information I gave the Dress Lady.

Name: Sherece Bledsoe

Fiancée's name: Shawn White

Wedding date: October 2011

Wedding colors: Undecided

Date of proposal: November

Location of wedding: Undecided

Yes, I am marrying the famous snowboarder.

And he's paying for everything.

And for that, we thank you.

16. Something that makes you laugh.

Click for a better view of this picture that I found.

Alright, let me start out by saying that a lot of things make me laugh.

Really.

A lot.

Today, however, something caught my attention and I just had to share it with the world.

As I was searching through Myspace(yes, I have a Myspace, but only because I forgot the password to my old email so now it's impossible to delete it. And I was bored.), I saw some really hilarious posts on peoples' profiles.

I'm talking ridiculous things.

Like a Valentine Application.

WOW.

........

"Valentines Application......... 

itz almost valentinez day...yay!!!

So heres an app...APPLY 2DAY 

Area 1:

Name: First Name Only

Age:

Phone: Never give this info

Height:

Do you Drive:

State You Live In:

City:

May I Call You:

Single or Taken:

Would You Date Me:

Kiss On First Date:

Will You Send This Back To Me?

Area 2:

What would you do if I...

I made a move on u?

I kissed you?

I lived next door to you?

I started smoking?

I asked you on a date?

I was hospitalized?

I ran away from home?

I asked u out?

Area 3:

What do you think about my...

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Body:

Area 4:

Have you ever....

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Kept something important from me?

Area 5:

"X" marks the spot

[]Kiss me..

[]Hug me..

[]Date me..

[]grab my butt..

[]Kill me..

[]Love me..

[]Hate me..

[]Hold me..

[]Lie to me..

[]Hurt me..

[]Hurt me.. in bed..lol

[]Sing with me..

[]Dance with me..

[]Grind with me..

[]Cuddle with me..

[]Let me make a move on you..

[]Make a move on me..

[]Watch a movie with me..

[]Get me a B-day gift..

[]Let me borrow your car..

[]Be there for me..

[]Buy me a drink..

[]Bring me around your friends..

[]Give me a massage..

[]Take advantage of me..

[]Hangout with me...

[]Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good..

[]Hold hands with me..

[]Do something incredibly sweet for me..

[]tell me you love me

[Anything else you'd like to say...]

PS: I totally stole this from my friend TJ on MYSPACE"

I find it completely insane that people actually do this.

But really, I just feel bad for TJ.

It must be hard for a teenage boy looking for a Myspace Valentine. 

But he sucked it up and advertised that he wanted someone with the qualifications only an internet survey can discover.

And for that, we thank you.

Define: Aspire.

15. Your Dreams and Aspirations

Verb.

1. To hope or dream; especially to hope or work towards a dream or occupation.

2. Have an ambitious plan or lofty goal.

3.  Economic designation for inventories deemed to have fairly extensive households that include spoons, knives and forks, as well as enough equipage to entertain and give dinner parties for ten or more people.

Okay, number three doesn't exactly apply.

I find it interesting the kinds of changes one's dreams and aspirations go through as we grow up.

First, I wanted to be a cowgirl. Then, I wanted to be a Barbie girl.

I wanted to be an athlete. A musician. Yes, even a mermaid.

I wanted to live in the sand and the sun.

I wanted to be best friends with my sister for the rest of my life.

That goal hasn't changed.

Fun fact: From fifth to seventh grade, I wanted to be 6'4". That was an actual hope of mine. If I didn't have scoliosis, I would be one inch shorter than that. Thank goodness for this crooked spine.




Then, I grew up. 
I realized I was afraid of the ball, so I gave up sports.
Moving back and forth halted my piano lessons.
I watched the new Peter Pan and my opinions of mermaids changed forever.


My hopes and dreams slowly changed.

I tried to be a model.

I wanted green eyes.

I wanted to be a nanny.

I wanted to join PETA. And be a vegetarian. Who doesn't like vegetables.




Now that I'm in college, mostly on my own, and growing up fast, I've come to have some new aspirations.


-I want to fall in love, and I want to marry for love. Whether we're rich or poor, love is all that matters.
-I want to accept myself the way I am. The day I'm not constantly thinking about how I can lose weight or how I can improve myself will be one of the best days of my life.
-I want to graduate from college, and prove that I can do it. Mostly to myself.
-I want to raise my kids not to be judgmental, selfish, vain, or impatient. I hope they can accept everyone as they are and know that everyone deserves to be loved.
-I want to be financially stable, with and without a husband. Debt is not a road I want to travel down.
-I want to still be friends with the people who have changed my life in some way; I hope to still talk to everyone I've met at college so far. Well, nearly everyone.
-I want to live near my sister so that we can always have each other.


Most of all, I just want to be happy.

Could this day get any better?

14. Something that makes you feel better.

Getting packages from my mom, complete with scriptures, a book, gum, chocolate, and my boot.

Buying myself pretty flowers.

Watching Psych on Netflix.

Planning a birthday Cali trip with my dad.

Finishing my sister's wedding dress.
Don't steal it.

Reading a book.

Wearing my favorite boots.

Bagels and cream cheese.

Almost anything purple.

Going to church on Sundays.

Wearing nothing but mascara and still feeling confident.

Inside jokes with my best friends.

Looking at childhood pictures.

Eating delicious food.

Dancing.

Singing.

Dancing and singing simultaneously.

Getting my homework done.

Doing awesome on an assignment.

Thinking about how many books I've read in my life.

Watching a happy movie.

Listening to chill music.

Knowing that, someday, I will fall in love.

The fact that summer is a mere three months away.

My birthday, which is also Valentines Day, which is twelve and a half days away.

Vampire perfume.

Aggie Basketball games.

My denim jacket.

Being with Britny.

Holding and singing to Berkleigh.

Helping Nik through fights.

Remembering all the good times we all had the first semester of college.

The comfort of having pictures from our greatest times, and of having friendships that will last forever.